2. Even If I'm Awake I Must Wake Up

Ido Bukelman

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Experimental Israel Ido Bukelman What the Moment Asks Experimental Israel
continues its journey in attempting to trace the outlines of Israeli
experimentalism with our very distinguished guest, the guitarists and
multi-instrumentalist - Ido Bukelman. Bukelman takes us
through his own personal journey as a run-of-the-mill jazz guitarist who slowly
discovers his personal language to be distinct from the jazz idiom and even its
freer trends. Accordingly, into the Halas studio entered a tall and ever
smiling individual with a one-man-band setup that wouldn’t shame any such
street performer. Bukelman first claims his space with a rug on which the
entire setup will be laid. The many instruments to be strummed, plucked or hit
include his acoustic guitar, always at hand, as well as a mallet that never
seems to be discarded. With these two protagonists Bukelman continues to engage
a setup that includes two floor toms, a set of cowbells, cymbal, zither
accompanied with e-bow and (tiny) cymbal, a resonating metal music stand, small
gong, and prepared banjo acting more as a percussion instrument than a stringed
one. Bukelman’s mastery over this setup is almost complete. With it he manages
to give both the visual and audible effect of a performer playing on one
extended instrument.The sound world
created here, both texturally and in terms of form, is reminiscent in some
distant relation to the sparseness of Morton Feldman, who seems to occupy much
of Bukelman's thoughts at this point in life. Indeed, Bukelman discusses
current and ever-changing influences that are almost exclusively modern
classical, yet these references too seem to find their way into his own sound
world only fleetingly. To this listener it
seems that Bukelman represents a musician who was almost forced into the world
of experimentalia and improvisation by the default of his honest search for his
true voice and technique. Indeed, his approach towards improvisation, which in
no way can be deemed purist, acts like a search for a perfect marriage of
collected materials with the excitement of live interaction. Bukelman surprised me when admitting that he had been practicing with this particular setup in the months
leading towards the broadcast. Indeed, he asked that we record his session, but
do not broadcast live so that he would be able to edit and in some ways choose
or control, if you will, the materials presented. However, upon questioning
him, Bukelman admitted that he had no idea what he was about to do.  I was, at least at first, confused by
these supposedly conflicting factors.The session began by
Ido asking me whether he could turn off the harsh studio lights, and so we did.
Suddenly, in that same half darkness that would soon turn complete, I found
myself understanding in action that which I couldn’t understand during our
conversation. Bukelman knows his setup inside out, so much so that he can
perform on it in complete darkness. The little shreds of light remaining
allowed me a glimpse of a man who constantly travels in his mind through the
setup and chooses very carefully the next sound to be played. At one point I
caught Bukelman literally scanning through his instruments as if he were
looking for something, a very specific something, and at the last minute
finding it in the form of a dull thud that left a smile on his face.This was a perfect
representation of that which he tried to explain to me earlier during the
interview: the improvisational space allows an act of love, be it between
fellow performers, or the soloist to the sounds and forms slowly created. The
many materials and instruments collected beforehand are but a potential for
something - that one goal or destination that we might be heading towards. Then
the improvisational process seems to give Bukelman the freedom to discover what
the materials truly want. It’s as if he almost spiritually approaches the
moment with some intimate request in mind, asking it to help him find the right
path for all that needs to be said. Controlling the materials in the form of a
score is not an option as far as he’s concerned– the improvisation acts as a
means to step away from the thinking self and connect more deeply with the
feeling self; that which does not judge, but simply allows things to be the way
they are.It is interesting to
note that in the few times I have heard Bukelman perform, he seems to exemplify
this ethos in complete honesty: each of these situations took place in a
different time and space, with different performers and setups. And indeed each
time, Bukelman managed to illuminate the moment in a completely different
fashion although using similar gestures and materials at times. It was
absolutely magical to witness firsthand that the mastery Bukelman has over his
own instrument is as true for his mastery over events in time. It’s as if he
was able to expertly shape moments into a perfectly timed narrative and build
towards a drama that seems to have surprised him as much as it did me. After one of our
recording sessions, Bukelman paused and asked to listen to the recording. It
was the guitar sound in the recording that he was concerned with – here was an
unknown factor imposed on him, which he never for one moment criticised or
tried to change.  Yet he wanted the
time to get comfortable with this sound, and take his place aside it not as if
he were in control, but rather as if he were there to facilitate a process that
he was honoured to be a part of.


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