Song of Grace | Teen Gun Suicide Angel Track

Lopker & Lenore | Spaceship Earth

I was just eighteen when I met the end
Missed my bus and lost the plot
I was holding a pistol to my head
Praying for the strength to take a shot

I'd planned for months for this last day
When I'd wake up and take my father's gun
And end this game that I can’t play
I’m done and I don’t care who lost or won

I’m older now, and I sing with you
A simple song of grace
Will you sing it too and see it through
Or leave without a trace?

I don’t fit in, can’t climb those hills
See no future no place to step down
It’s not the weight but the speed that kills
I can’t swim the river and I can’t get around

My bones are bending my fingers bleeding
I tried and tried to get in the flow
I just want to be me not something your reading
My hand says yes but my heart says no, no, no

I’m older now and I sing with you
A simple song of grace
Will you sing it too and see it through
Or leave without a trace?

I was ready to shoot that ball of lead
When I heard a voice crying out with me
You heard my prayers to be done and dead
Then you held me tight and mostly disagreed

You said: Wait! Don't you think it's odd
That you’re the only one feeling so unsure?
Be yourself, forget your fancy façade
Don’ fix it, it’s not broken and can’t be cured

I’m older now and I sing with you
A simple song of grace
Will you sing it too and see it through?
Be strong and take your place
Will you sing it too and see it through?
Be strong and take your place