I Don't Deserve Anything Good Track

I made this song called "I Don't Deserve Anything Good" because of life. For example, me and my best friend haven't been hanging out in a while because he's been busy all year. And I'm not gonna lie, I feel more closer to my friends than I do with my family because honestly, it feels like home. But, unfortunately, it's only temporary because of how life works. Like, there's no such thing as a permanent home unless I move out and do whatever I gotta do in order to stay at temporary home for life, which is what I'm having a hard time doing, thanks to the system. And this is my fourth year of not hanging out with my friend, and that's because of life. If life is gonna keep screwing me over countless times, then why should I bother doing anything with my life? Why should I bother existing? I don't deserve any blessings, I don't deserve any friends, I don't deserve a family, I don't deserve a girlfriend, I don't deserve passion, I don't deserve any interests, I don't deserve anything. Because I never asked for any of this, I never even asked to be born. Like, did we really exist to have a purpose? Or we exist to kiss asses and suffer mentally and/or physically in order to get ahead of life? If this resonates with you, click on this Bandcamp link to support me if you enjoy this song.